sleep disorder

i've been really disturbed recently, can't get a proper sleep.

sometimes i feel like i've been laying on the bed the whole night, dreaming and waking up again and again very frequently. it's really torturing!! grrr~~~~

and most of the time, as if there is an alarm clock in my brain, i'd wake up at about 3am, 6am, 9am, 12pm. it makes me even more tired. even if i'm tired after work but still i'll be waking up exactly during those times.

oh, mention about working. i've got a new job!! ;D

i wonder how long this sleep disorder is gonna keep on bothering me. should i get sleeping pills? i don't think it's a good idea. sigh~

quotes

just thought that i should write it down here for a record.

my 2 german flatmates & i always say something funny which we don't really mean to do it on purpose but because of our lack of proficiency in english.

"my underwears are going out" [qtd. from nina] -> she hasn't been doing her laundry for i don't know how long and she was actually trying to say her underwears are running out.

hunting for a new job

yes, when i said hunting for a new job that means i've lost my job.

this place is full of shit and the people are fucked up!!! and they said i'm too good for them.

No No NO!!!

i wished they would say something like this at least it'll make me feel good.

well, they said i'm fine, friendly, hardworking, good-looking bla bla bla but that's not enough. i'm not initiative enough, not energetic enough, not enough bla bla bla.

i thought i was good. but, yea probably i'm not good enough and that the end of the story in gaucho.

i thought i was upset because i got fired...but not really. it's more like disappointing as i thought it's really great working there as they provide training in their academy which is brilliant! but..sigh!

anyway, i think i should start to change my working attitude...like they said: be more initiative and energetic.

it's really suck looking for a new job. =S

p.s. oh, haven't i told u the good news? well, not anymore. it turns out became a bad news. lol

OMG!!!

it's been half a month since my last post! i couldn't believe how lazy i'm!!!

i was basically doing nothing at home before i got a job so nothing to update so fawk it!

oh yea, did i just said i got a job? lol

yes, i'm now working as *'da chap' in a bar [they called it bar back] of a restaurant in Richmond called Gaucho. Richmond is a beautiful place, nice restaurant good environment and friendly staff.

it looks like this

well, i should have put more of the pic of richmond because it's a really beautiful place, very picturesque. [i just learned this word from Gaucho's website =p]

anyway, i'll upload some photos some other days which will be taken by me =D

and by the way, i'm lazy no more!

will try to update my blog as frequently as possible.

oh yea, one more thing...i'm gonna stay in TVU due to the money matter! but fawk it, one year only mar! don't care lar...whatever *eyes rolling* just gonna do my best ;D

p.s. got a good news but not gonna announce it until i really get in...ciao!

*da chap - means someone who don't have a specific job but doing almost everything which is not so important.

i'm a donkey

yes right, i probably can't get my refund and i might have to take back my withdrawal, defer my study to this september.

and yes, i felt like a donkey right now, being ride around by the ppl and come back to the starting point again.
fawking yes if i'm rich, i'll still withdraw and might probably pay all my fees and give them some tips. i'll even thank them for teaching me a lesson: for being such a silly, obedient, brainless handsome donkey.

i'm still wondering right at the door, staring blankly at the fascinating view outside but the bag on my shoulder is way too heavy that it might dragged me back inside. i try to stand still but my body is leaning backward.

should i let it be or fight it?

pic of my 22th birthday

just got it from sally. some of them look a lil erm...awkward =S

pre-birthday photo session
[from left: john, me, sally, ju]

these are our dinner!
the one in black pot with cover was kimchi...
it stank so we covered it up...but i love it so much!
there are korean food, ulgerian food but no malaysian food =Sbirthday boys giving out cake
[from left: yahya, me]

i was so regretted that i didn't bring my own camera. but ju's camera was great, i like the mood of the photos.

no summer

someone told me the temperature tomorrow will be -3 ºC and the condition will keep on like that until jun in next year with snowing.

omg! there is no summer this year! you're joking! how could it be?!

*knock knock knock*

sebastian [my flatmate], thanks for waking me up from my dream~~~i really mean it...thanks~~~